depression, life, sadness

Success

Can I PLEASE be successful in just ONE thing in my life? I feel like I’m in a downward spiral of self loathing and pity and a lot of it stems from feeling like a failure. In everything.

I work hard at the things I try to be successful in but maybe I just need to work HARDER. I feel like some people are successful in half the work and in half the time.

Sometimes it seems like the harder I try, the harder I fail.

Does my anxiety set a progressive limit on everything? Am I cursed? Was I just not meant to be anything?

I think I need to meditate and look for something positive in the day. Please send me some good vibes!

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8 thoughts on “Success”

  1. I felt so sad reading this. I doubt you’re the failure you think you are. If we believe we’re failures we’ll find evidence of our failure everywhere. I hope you can find a way to think more positively about yourself – I’m sending you all good wishes.

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  2. Hey there I was feeling so down and this happened today
    https://wp.me/p6MDlb-2L
    I compare myself to others everyday, every minute.. Though I know its useless.. I end up doing it.. But you know what.. sometimes you just wanna throw that shitty brain out and sit back and watch your favourite show, smile and be alive.
    Get well soon 😊

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  3. I find that I can turn those negative tapes in my head off if I avoid comparing myself to other people and what they accomplish. The best runners don’t compete with other people, they run against their own best time. It’s easy to fall in the trap of comparing ourselves to others Dash we get that message in the media all the time. But As others have posted – you’re probably not blundering As badly as you think you are – And if you are you have the rest of fumbling Along right next to you

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